Rabu, 23 Februari 2011

A Story Ends....Sealed With A Dream

There was a story....

A story about a part of my life
A story about how I learned to love
A story about how I learned to struggle
A story about how I learned to be patient
A story about how I learned to sacrifice
A story about how I learned to be hurt
A story that made me what I am
And that was a story about how I learned to say goodbye...
...the ending...sealed with a dream...



I saw you almost clearly...as it was our last met
You brought back what was so blue into red
Small pieces were left...but it wasn't so bad
Then we could say "forgive and forget"

Just emotion...and I wasn't sad
For the tears wouldn't drop dead

Goodbye...
And I woke up in my bed...



This is it...
This is the end...sealed with a dream
But still, I prayed... 
If I can have another 'story', I want it to be with you... 
...cause I believe in you, for heart would never fail

-ryk-

Minggu, 20 Februari 2011

T-H-I-N-K

I'm thinking....
I think I'm thinking...
I'm thinking too much...
I think I 'm thinking too much....

Am I...?

-So many questions running across my head.....-

Selasa, 15 Februari 2011

About What We Are and What We're Gonna Do

Recently, I listened to many Slipknot's old songs. And a song that really caught my attention was "Surfacing"...
Suddenly I realized; "Wow...the chorus was so @#$%&* GREAT..."

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!


The 2 last sentences : "Don't give a shit" and " Don't ever judge me".....hm, they sound like a pure-simple-bold-raw power of confidence.



People always think about how good they are...about what kind of achievement they've got....about how they proud of it.
Well, honestly, I don't give a damn......unless when they think that they're BETTER than everybody else and start JUDGING everybody else.

Do they think they're God?
Do they believe that they have God' virtuosity?
Do they qualified enough to judge everybody else?....
...with their "fuckin'-wide-open" perspective...
Do they think they're so fuckin' great?
Do they know us?
Do they know you?
Do they know me?

I believe : NO
They're just blinded by their own achievement.
Silly...

But what the hell...like I said before: I won't give a damn
Don't need to hear crap that shouted by that lame-ass "great" people.
Believe that I'm BETTER than 'em....but I DON'T need to JUDGE 'em...ever.
Just go on, move on...do what I like, do what I believe, and be my own self.

And like Slipknot said : "Don't give a shit"..."Don't ever judge me"....let's prove that  I (we) can live my (our) life, by my (our) will, with my (our) idealism, without caring about crap and shit that people shouted.


Oh, and for the people whose think they're the great-superior-top-notch-and-think-that-they-have-walked-beside-god-by their-life's-achievement-so-they-start-to judge-everybody-else : Y'all can go f#ck yourself.

Peace

Senin, 14 Februari 2011

Terbunuh Sepi

Gerimis ditengah malam ..
Ditempat sedingin ini .. aku sendiri ..
Dan tak ada ..tempat mengadu ..
Dan bibir untuk kukecup..sepi membunuhku ..

Terbunuh..sepi..

Kuterlepas tak terkendali ..
Dan aku tenggelam .. semakin dalam ..
Oh tak ada .. tempat berteduh
Dan tubuh untuk kupeluk.. sepi membunuhku..

Kuterbunuh...sepi...

-by : Slank-


"A classic-melancholic-romantic-tragic-nice song for lullaby tonite....never thought I'm gonna hear this song again...hahah "

It's Going To Get Worse

My heart betrayed my mind
My passion betrayed my will power
My thought betrayed my action
My brain betrayed my mouth

Lust......one of the deadliest sin
It had filled my heart lately...


Lust...fear...hatred...betrayal...


...I'm thinking too much...again...

Rabu, 09 Februari 2011

How I Describe “LOVE”



Purest bliss called “love”
Reminds me of my humanity
It’s one thing that cannot be forsaken
Solitude only take me nowhere
Creating disilusion and fear
It’s one thing that unconditional
Let it flow and go farther
Let no one put asunder
And let it last forever

Seek it no more...for heart would find its way...

-ryk-

Rabu, 02 Februari 2011

LIE

Lie....
Lie........
Lie................

Do I lie to myself...?
Do I lie to myself ........again?
Or am I living a lie all this time....?

Do I love....?
Or do I love the idea of ...?

God...I don't want to hurt anyone....
And mostly...I don't want to hurt myself.....
........not anymore...